Friday 25 September 2009

what is good for you is good for us!

dsaafvebwgrygdfcxz DSVaegtbgrdvcsxzsadvaertbnrghsdfasvCAxz

Tuesday 22 September 2009

multitasking

Nu tā. Orģināli bija domāts, ka 'New Post' būs par to kā labāk un efektivāk darīt vairākas lietas vienlaicīgi. To mūsdienās spēj izdarīt ar vien vairāk un vairāk cilvēki. Šobrīd fonā skan faking Eminems (es tiešām neiznu kāpēc!!), ziņas (vajag priekš World Issues mājas darba), tam paralēli cenšos spēlēt zynga pokeri, runāt pa skype, meklēt info Can Fam projektam un, protams, rakstīt šo te, (tas viss ir neskaitot to, ka blakus stāv vēl dzimšanas dienas kūkas gabaliņš, bet to nedrīkst teikt, jo esmu pie mammas datora).
Manu prāt, labi tas nav, jo akurātāk lietas var izdarīt tikai, tad, ja nokoncetrējās tikai vienai lietai. Un tā visas pēc kārtas. Mans minējums ir, ka gala rezultāts būs daudz, daudz labāks un kvalitatīvāks.

Gribēju vēl šo to raktīt, bet es jau vairs neatminos ko..
Tad nu viss, pagaidām!


Friday 18 September 2009

not funny!! ..well it is, but...

Rupji

Nav kam iespļaut šķīvī
un nav neviena,
kuram novelt vainu.

Uz sagrauztas cigarešu paciņas
rakstīts:
"need more".

Bez jelkādas pieklājības normas,
bez vajadzīgās naudas blakus,
tam vienkārši vajag.

Un dabūs viņš vai nē,
mēs turpināsim dīkt
katrs pēc savām "cigaretēm".



Alkatība.

Aiz Antarktikas grēdām
slēpjas rijīgs suns.
Mokās pats pie savas zemes,
pielīmēts.


Patiesība.


Precēta vīra rakstīta ziņa:
"Esmu brīvs. Meklēju Tevi."
Nopublicēta.
Pie vārtiem rakstīts,
ka iekšā nikns suns.

Sieva, gar ziņām vecām,
te gar jaunām.
Uzrok svaigu:
"Esmu brīvs. Meklēju Tevi."
Kurš atradīs kuru?


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Thursday 17 September 2009

last day

last day im 17,
just wanted it to be official! :D

(p.s. ha ha, after a class that i had with one of my friends:"bye, c ya latter," and she said, "enyoy ur last day!" i wounder what ppl who heard it where thinking! :D)



Dziesma:

Cyndi Lauper - Girls Just Wanna Have Fun

Wednesday 16 September 2009

for you my dear readers!

Tā, kā es zinu, ka jūs visi esat aizrautīgi lasītāji, tad es izgudroju jaunu fīču savam blogam;
tagad zem rakstiem, kas pieejami vienā lapaspusē allaž nopublicēšu pēdējo rakstisko darbu. Kad ko tādu izdarīšu, tad kādā vnk jaunā ziņā pāris vārdos arī izstāstīšu, kas tas ir!

Pirmā:
My two cents,
pagājušajā naktī rakstīts darbs priekš World Issues klases. Uzdevums bija tāds, ka jāapraksta trīs līdz četras galvenās lielās problēmas un jāteic sava nostāja, vai ir iespēja, ka šīs problēmas jebkad atrisināsies. Protams, pasacītais jāpamato ar piemēriem iz dzīves un ziņām.
(Jāatzīst, ka šis darbs netika ne pārlasīts, ne pārlabots, tā kā nebrīnāties, ka ceļā ir kļūdas)


Lai labi lasās!

P.S. šī pasākuma etiķete būs raksts



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Tuesday 15 September 2009

how racist r u(?)

jeb - (bug) :DDD
karoč vnk sviestojos!
fcbkā tests: How racist r u?
ha ha
BAIGAIS PRIKOLS
esmu rasiste
(neesmu, bet nu. lai jau)


Friday 11 September 2009

(i care)

Tiek krātas negulētas naktis
un domas par Tevi.
Tiek piedots aklajam,
kas pie stūres.
Un vēlreiz pasacīts kurlajam.

Nomazgātas nogurumā
mērcētās rokas.
Zem plikiem saules stariem,
pamazām tiek lūgts
par sapratni.

Neizgudrots drošības vilnis,
aizmirsts par tiem,
kas no augšas vēro.
Piemeklē kašķi un krīzes.
Putekļaini pieminekļi
caur aizlīmētām lūpām
dzied himnu,
par mums
un arī citiem noziedzniekiem.

Sameklēta starta poga,
finiša taisnes priekšā.
Samīta un plēsta.
Nē, es necelšu tevi pie goda.
Nav tīra drāna,
un kaunā noslīkuši stāsti.

Bez vēstures plašās,
un zināšanām gaišām;
steidzam jaunus dūmus pūst,
lai arī citiem
melot nav par grūt.

Thursday 10 September 2009

salsa

(kārtēja VNK ideja)

Uznāca jauna vēlēšanās: gribu mācīties salsu. Šī vēlme patiesībā briest nu jau kādu pusgad.


Vot tā ir, kad kaut kas iepatīkas. Tagad nespēju vien neklausīties spāniskos ritmus!
Nice, nice!
(ta manīs)

Wednesday 9 September 2009



o9.o9.o9

(jeb dzimšanas diena pēc 9 dienām!)

Šodien bij gara diena. Bet jāsāk ar vakardienu. Vakarā atradu vēstuli kuri biju rakstījusi pati sev. Tas bija 2007 gada februāri, un uz tās bija rakstīts, ka jāizlasā tā paša gada decembrī! Bet re kā, atradu tikai tagad. To izlasījusi biju nedaudz uz sevi saskaitusies. Bija dažas nelāgas lietas sarakstītas un vsp tajā laikā biju dumjāka kā atminos. Izdomāju, ka jāuzraksta jauna vēstule. Tā arī izdarīju. Pozitīvāku un foršāku! To centīšos lasīt kaut kad jūnijā vai jūlijā. Pēc skolas nopirku ritenim kameru, un jau šodien uz sklou braucu ar velosopēdu. Pirmie desmit metri bija savādi, bet tas bij tāpēc, ka stūre bija šķība. Skolā gāja labi. Visās stundās mācītais ir interesants. Viena stunda (HHS4M) Families and Individuals in Diverse Society ir diezgan aizraujoša. stunda paskrēja nemanot, jo tas ko mācījāmies mani tiešām aizrāva. Rīt no rīta iešu uz Offbeat* tryouts un cerēšu, ka tikšu grupā. Vēl rīt pusdienlaikā mēģināšu pieteikties bakstage par S.T. (stage manager). Un vēl rītā jāiet isniegt, ka vēlos būt Year Book Comitte. Gribās piedalīties gadagrāmatas tapšanā. Nedēļas nogalē varbūt atkal spēlēsim biliardu , bet iespējams, ka vienkārši tusēsim kopā. Nu jā. Daudz mājas darbi, ļoti darbietilpīgi, bet ļoti pārdomāti un interesanti darbi darāmi.
Ar Tašpuku sākām domāt par to kurus cilvēkus aicināsim uz dzimšanas dienas ballīti (kas ļoti cerams būs mājās bez mammas klātbūtnes..ta manīs). Nu jā, man šodien ir labs garīgais un negribās domāt par nelāgām lietām. Domās šaudās dažnedažādas domas par cilvēkiem un aizgājušiem notikumiem.

Labi, man blakus sēdošais telefons sīc, ka bača uz beigu iet. Iešu papildīt kādu mājas darbu. Atkārtošu šo to un tad jau likšos slīpi, jo Offbeat audition ir 7:30 no rīta.


*youtubā - Glebe CI Offbeat, ja ir interese:
1 & 2

Monday 7 September 2009

nekur

Nozagti tēlainie laika sprīži.
Zem Frankenšteina pirkstiem
maza saspiesta dvēselīte.
Netiek turēta kā nākas,
netiek uzrunāta:
"Labdien," "Uzredzēšanos".

Pašas plaukstā sava bēda,
miris drauga rads.
Izsmiets bērnu leļļu scēnās,
sīcošas lustras lielceļa malā.
Uz atgriešanos pamesta sirds,
bet atpakaļ biļetei grašu par maz.

Pazūd laika gaitā tītās sēras,
sasmelti asaru kalni.
Viss vien mirkļa sajūtām,
bet tagad-
miljonārs bez naudas.
Pats savā kastē, bezizejā.

Sunday 6 September 2009

personality & career

Izrādās, ka esmu ideāliste.



Idealists, as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. Idealists strive to discover who they are and how they can become their best possible self -- always this quest for self-knowledge and self-improvement drives their imagination. And they want to help others make the journey. Idealists are naturally drawn to working with people, and whether in education or counseling, in social services or personnel work, in journalism or the ministry, they are gifted at helping others find their way in life, often inspiring them to grow as individuals and to fulfill their potentials.
Idealists are sure that friendly cooperation is the best way for people to achieve their goals. Conflict and confrontation upset them because they seem to put up angry barriers between people. Idealists dream of creating harmonious, even caring personal relations, and they have a unique talent for helping people get along with each other and work together for the good of all. Such interpersonal harmony might be a romantic ideal, but then Idealists are incurable romantics who prefer to focus on what might be, rather than what is. The real, practical world is only a starting place for Idealists; they believe that life is filled with possibilities waiting to be realized, rich with meanings calling out to be understood. This idea of a mystical or spiritual dimension to life, the "not visible" or the "not yet" that can only be known through intuition or by a leap of faith, is far more important to Idealists than the world of material things.
Highly ethical in their actions, Idealists hold themselves to a strict standard of personal integrity. They must be true to themselves and to others, and they can be quite hard on themselves when they are dishonest, or when they are false or insincere. More often, however, Idealists are the very soul of kindness. Particularly in their personal relationships, Idealists are without question filled with love and good will. They believe in giving of themselves to help others; they cherish a few warm, sensitive friendships; they strive for a special rapport with their children; and in marriage they wish to find a "soulmate," someone with whom they can bond emotionally and spiritually, sharing their deepest feelings and their complex inner worlds.
Idealists are relatively rare, making up no more than 15 to 20 percent of the population. But their ability to inspire people with their enthusiasm and their idealism has given them influence far beyond their numbers.
Idealists at Work
Idealists, as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. They are naturally drawn to working with people and are gifted with helping others find their way in life, often inspiring them to grow as individuals and to fulfill their potential both on, and off, the job.
Conscience looms large for you; in almost any situation, you feel compelled to measure yourself, other people, and the conditions of the environment against your personal morality. You have a tendency to perceive questions of meaning in even trivial matters and to worry about far-flung consequences of your actions. In your ideal job, you are free to pursue depth rather than breadth and quality rather than quantity. You feel rewarded when your projects and daily tasks allow you to immerse yourself in your process as deeply as you "need to" in order to satisfy your inner standards of quality. You are uncomfortable with the notion of authority per se and may avoid leading, as well as being led, either consciously or unconsciously. As you experience them, adhering to fixed roles and rules amounts to an abdication of your responsibility to exercise your conscience.

Savukārt cits personības tests sacīja, ka man vajadzētu strādāt darbā, kur cilvēkiem nākas uz mani paļauties un, kur spēju būt izpalīdzīga, jo tas ir laikam, tas, kas man patīk. No apmēram desmit izmestajām profesijām, visvairāk mani piesaistīja assistant director un stage manegment. Jo teātris viennozīmīgi ir man mīļa lieta.

Tad kāda citā mājaslapas career test rezultāti vēstīja, ka "Career choice often are: Editor, Journalist, Teacher, Strategic Planner, Consultant, Performing Arts, Marketing, Communications, Research and Development." Un skaitos, ka cilvēks plānotājs.

Vēl career planner apgalvo, ka esmu INTP. Nezinu īsti, kas tas ir, bet ieliku aprakstu. (Kā piemēri tika minēti Einšteins un Ņūtons. /chuckle/)

INTP's are described as:
Introverted and reserved.
Enjoys spending time alone more than meeting new people.
Prefers to have a few close friends rather than a large number of friends.
In a room full of strangers will tend to be more quiet.
Typically avoids being the center of attention.
Hard to know what they are thinking. You will have to ask them what they are thinking.
Intuitive and imaginative.
Big picture oriented, does not enjoy details.
Prefers dealing with theory, concepts and the abstract.
Tends to focus on the future and what is in their minds rather than what is happening around them in the present.
Typically does not pay much attention to what their five senses are telling them i.e. hearing, seeing etc.
Likes to see patterns and the underlying meaning of things.
Enjoys mental and cerebrial activities over physical activites.
Good memory for concepts and theories but not good at remembering details and numbers.
Thrives on ambiguity and the unknown.
Objective, logical and analytical.
Can be impersonal at times, can appear cold and uncaring.
Thick-skinned, not very sensitive.
May be hard to get to know.
More concerned that things make logical, objective sense than what other people think.
More concerned with logic and what makes sense than what people say is right or wrong.
Being organized is not all that important.
Experiencing as many things a possible is extremely important.
Plans, schedules and goals are sometimes useful but not critical for enjoying life.
Being flexible and adaptable is critical to enjoying life.
With so many things to do, projects usually don't get finished until the last minute.
Life is a continuos, flowing process.
Description of INTP's:
INTP's are known as the "Engineers" or the "Architects" of the 16 personality types
They live in the world of theoretical possibilities. They see everything in terms of how it could be improved, or what it could be turned into.
They live primarily inside their own minds, having the ability to analyze difficult problems, identify patterns, and come up with logical explanations.
They are easy going, flexible and adaptable.
INTP's usually prefer not to have to lead or manage people.
INTP's thrive when there are few rules, guidelines and restrictions. They need freedom.
Their internal world is highly structured and logical and does not need structure imposed by the external world.
Being introverted, reserved, objective, and logical, they may appear cold and hard to get to know.
INTP's prefer careers where:
* Management allows people to be self directed.
* There are several opportunities to demonstrate competence.
* The culture appreciates fair but tough decision making.
* The work offers the opportunity to rapidly change direction and to respond to problems as they arise.
* The work is fun and allows for some spontaneity.
* You can apply your natural ability to focus and concentrate, rather than multitasking.
* The environment allows for freedom and flexibility and is loosely structured without too many rules.
* The environment, culture and pace allow you to consider things fully before having to respond.
* The work allows you to work at a careful steady pace.
* The work involves theory and speculation.
* The work allows you adequate private time to work alone and to concentrate.
* The work involves creativity, imagination and a creative approach to problem solving.
* The work involves looking beyond the present i.e. future possibilities, future products, future actions.
* The work is not limited to what exists today but involves "what may be" and "what could be".
* The work allows you to utilize your natural ability to analyze and make objective, logical decisions.
* The work allows you to utilize your natural ability to provide others with direction and supervision.
* The environment is more structured and disciplined, being on time and following procedure is considered important.
Vēl Bez visa tā pēc viena testa viena no ieteicamajām profesijām bija izmeklētājs. (Kad es biju, laikam, piektajā klasē, biju iespiedusi paurī, ka gribu būt izmeklētājs. Tā domāju apēram divus gadus, bet neatminos kāpēc, šī doma tika nolikta maliņā.

Bet, runājot PAVISAM arklāti mana sapņu profesija ir būt spiegam, bet tas laikam nesanāks.




P.S. Liels paldies 'manam mīļajam googlam'

Saturday 5 September 2009

time

itāļi, itālija, māksla, virtuve, mūzika, kultūra
Garā nedēļas nogale! No dzīvojamās istabas klīst čalas un smiekli, kas rit bez stājas. Garlaicības režīmā automātiski ieslēdzās domāšana, kas moka nepārtraukti. Sākās kašķi ar sevi un citiem.. Grrr..
Skolas dienās sāk ost pēc tizlas rutīnas: rīts, steiga, skola, pusdienlaiks bez pusdienām un garlaicīgu kompāniju, skola, mājās, tv un nets un iekošana, mājas darbi, tv, gulēt.. grr.. mož pa vidu sanāks iegrūst kaut ko no tā ko esmu plānojusi, lai šis gads padotos labāk kā pagājušais. bet nez, ta jau manīs.
Šodien domās pamatīgi pielotoju psiholoģijas pamatu zināšanas. Vismaz uz īsu brīdi bija iespēja patēlot gudrīti!
Pa divām dienās izdevās nomest divus kg, bet pēc šodienas itāļu stila vakariņām ir garentēts, ka viss nozaudētais būs atpakaļ!
Visādi citādi iet garlaicīgi un visi, kurus labprāt satiktu ir sasodīti aizņemti!!!
FarmVille aplikācija ir sasidīti kairinoša un negribu vairāk tātā vietā čakarēt laiku.
Tagad, varbūt iešu gulēt, bet laikam tomēr nē. Pameklēšu netā kur un ko varēs studēt pēc 12 klases.

Toto Cutugno - L'italiano

P.S. Apmainīju bloga pulksteni atpakaļ uz EST laika zonu.


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Friday 4 September 2009

same place, different view

Back in CA!
School - a lot of homework; have a class with Tašpuks; don't like my biology class; and my online course did not work out because my school board did not offer the course i want..; aside from all the negative, i love the idea that this is the last year, grade 12 (!), can't wait for it to be over. Oh, and i promissed to my self that i would work harder this year (last year i slacked off, and did almost nothing to make everything good).. With the new week im planing to start to go to the fitness club again.
Oh, and we have a long weekend, haven't yet found out why, but im sort of happy, can sleep in and FINALY cleen up my room (it's a mess!!).

Feels great to be a senior student who is in grade 12! (Tho it is sad that many friends who graduated are not around any more.) Feels like the other students respect you (cuz ex. in grade 9 it felt like other students had a laugh at what i was wearing or how i did things..). And people who are your classmates are way more mature then they were, it feels like im a human being, not a kid.

In..14 days im turning 18!

18!!!

nevaru vien sagaidīt! (: