Boo hoo.
It's officially the time when we should look back to yet another year that has almost run through our fingers.
Let's see where I'm at. I'm living in a student residence, and attending my first year at UWS. I'm in Scotland, Paisley, an adorable but boring town not far from nation's largest city Glasgow. Though snow surprised local people very early, late November, i'm pleased that there is no snow outside at the moment. It was quite warm yesterday, for a winter day, and according to BBC it will be around plus five today. Murr, not bad for the New Year's Eve.
I miss my friends and family dearly. And it was sad to not be with them over Christmas.
I'm feeling good though because my life has changed in the past year more than I thought it would.
Let's run back now. At the begining of the year I was still living in Canada. I had applied to universities in December and I wondered if I'd get accepted. I was very frustrated about school because of upcoming exams. However, i was pleased that the second semester would start within a month.
I don't think I ever even pictured myself at a university. Yes, of course, i had the thought, and hope that i will be, but the image in my head never reached beyond a piece of paper that would say that I'm in.
Feels so weird how much life can change in one year. I was hoping i'd be able to explain, but i can't find the right words.
So I plan on having an unforgettable last day of the year. I have a secret. You guessed it, i'm not gonna tell you.
Blah, today words are not being my friends.
So, do look back on the things that have changed. Take a bow, yet another year well played. The curtain closes and quickly the set is changed. Light and sound operators are ready, actors in places, director's palms are getting sweaty, the audience turns to quite as the room sinks into darkness. The stage crew re-open the curtain as sound operator hits PLAY - a brand new theme song is on. Light operator turns on the fifth knob to full brightness, it's a spotlight on you.
Let the play begin.
Ay, happy new year my dear imaginary friends!
P.S. I might change the title from "i'm like a dragonfly" to "i am a dragonfly."
Showing posts with label 2010. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2010. Show all posts
Friday, 31 December 2010
Tuesday, 5 January 2010
twenty ten already!
Es, kā jau kārtīga, (un slinka) allaž uz saviem papīriem skolā rakstu datumu. Tas liekās saprātīgi un noderīgi. Šī praktiskā lieta parasti nonāk lapas labajā augšējā stūrī, manā šķībajā rokrakstā. Tas izskatās šādi:
Tas tāds ne pārāk labs piemērs, jo gan vakar, gan šodien uz visām (!!) lapām man bija rakstīts:
Laikam nav nemaz tik viegli pierast pie jaunā!
Jan 5/10
Tas tāds ne pārāk labs piemērs, jo gan vakar, gan šodien uz visām (!!) lapām man bija rakstīts:
Jan 5/ 09 10
Laikam nav nemaz tik viegli pierast pie jaunā!
Friday, 1 January 2010
It's a kiss tape thing
Turns out i took a day off.
A day away from life, from problems, prom trouble, away from watching weight, away from reality (though i do that a lot either way), from common sense .... well a break from everything!
Now most of You who are reading are thinking: "How do you do that?" or "What do you mean?" or "That's not possible."... or something like that.
Well here is what i mean..
Life is about creating obstacles, sometimes bigger, sometimes smaller and then taking them down to ensure a certain amount of satisfaction. Or as one of the quotes of the day said "It's all about FACING it." As some of You might know my one love is psychology. I love, simply love looking at life through this lens. But as to everything there is the down side to this one too. I can't stand looking at my own life like that. But i can't help it... Though it KILLS me, i just keep seeing ALL the flaws and it is such a pain. It really is devastating. It is like stabbing your self with a poisoned dagger. And what i see is a pathetic little girl who SETS HER GOALS TOO HIGH. Then she is unable to obtain them and end not only failing, but losing all she had before and ends up with a perfect, so corner ZERO.
So Hello, Im ZERO! Nice to meet you.
Now You all are probably thinking, "what ever, i don't care, but what's up with the 'kiss tape' from the title?" Well now i will tell You.
Do you all know the kisses® camdy? Well that is the key to this post. I was chillin home all day. (ohh, btw i realized that writing a blog is almost like updating YouTube channel but with no video and sound, just the readers interpretation of the post) Anywho, while i was online, i was eating the candies kisses (if you still have no idea what i'm taking about click here for a picture or here for the website (if You have Your speaker on You will hear their lame sound)). And then i bumped in to a kiss candy that had a longer piece of paper (if you are looking at the picture it is the paper sticking out of the top of the wrapped candies, just mine don't read "Hershey's Kisses" but just "KISSES®"). And i was thinking, wow, that is so cool. And the i got the idea of making a even LONGER kisses thing, so from now on, instead of wrapping all wrappers and pieces of papers i left the papers out. So i had a few of them and i taped them all together.
AND THAT IS HOW THE KISS TAPE WAS BORN!
I might even put a picture or two in so You can really get the picture... :D :D
ha ha
or never! :P
Ohh.. have a marshmalloweee 2010 my sweet lovers.
TeeeeHeeee
Bye.
OMG
I
NEED
TO
GET
OUT
OF
HERE!!
Check THIS out! VERY COOL!
ohh... here is a pic that i sorta said i would show You:
OHH UN dziesma!!!!!!
TIK sen nedzirdēta, bet allaž mīļa
Tiziano Ferro - Rosso Relativo
Smieklīgi ir tas, ka rikai tagad saprotu līrikas. :D
dzisma principā ir par meiteni un par to kā viņš slīkst viņas krūtīs un tml.
Kad pirmo reizi dziesmu dzirdēju par seksu tā pat neko nesajēdzu un dziesmā man tikai patika piedziedājuma pirmās divas rindiņas un jāatzīt, ka meldiņš ar lipīgs! :)
A day away from life, from problems, prom trouble, away from watching weight, away from reality (though i do that a lot either way), from common sense .... well a break from everything!
Now most of You who are reading are thinking: "How do you do that?" or "What do you mean?" or "That's not possible."... or something like that.
Well here is what i mean..
Life is about creating obstacles, sometimes bigger, sometimes smaller and then taking them down to ensure a certain amount of satisfaction. Or as one of the quotes of the day said "It's all about FACING it." As some of You might know my one love is psychology. I love, simply love looking at life through this lens. But as to everything there is the down side to this one too. I can't stand looking at my own life like that. But i can't help it... Though it KILLS me, i just keep seeing ALL the flaws and it is such a pain. It really is devastating. It is like stabbing your self with a poisoned dagger. And what i see is a pathetic little girl who SETS HER GOALS TOO HIGH. Then she is unable to obtain them and end not only failing, but losing all she had before and ends up with a perfect, so corner ZERO.
So Hello, Im ZERO! Nice to meet you.
Now You all are probably thinking, "what ever, i don't care, but what's up with the 'kiss tape' from the title?" Well now i will tell You.
Do you all know the kisses® camdy? Well that is the key to this post. I was chillin home all day. (ohh, btw i realized that writing a blog is almost like updating YouTube channel but with no video and sound, just the readers interpretation of the post) Anywho, while i was online, i was eating the candies kisses (if you still have no idea what i'm taking about click here for a picture or here for the website (if You have Your speaker on You will hear their lame sound)). And then i bumped in to a kiss candy that had a longer piece of paper (if you are looking at the picture it is the paper sticking out of the top of the wrapped candies, just mine don't read "Hershey's Kisses" but just "KISSES®"). And i was thinking, wow, that is so cool. And the i got the idea of making a even LONGER kisses thing, so from now on, instead of wrapping all wrappers and pieces of papers i left the papers out. So i had a few of them and i taped them all together.
AND THAT IS HOW THE KISS TAPE WAS BORN!
I might even put a picture or two in so You can really get the picture... :D :D
ha ha
Yeah, im cool like that.
I was going to write about all other crap too... but ohh well some other time i guess...or never! :P
Ohh.. have a marshmalloweee 2010 my sweet lovers.
TeeeeHeeee
Bye.
OMG
I
NEED
TO
GET
OUT
OF
HERE!!
Check THIS out! VERY COOL!
ohh... here is a pic that i sorta said i would show You:
OHH UN dziesma!!!!!!
TIK sen nedzirdēta, bet allaž mīļa
Tiziano Ferro - Rosso Relativo
Smieklīgi ir tas, ka rikai tagad saprotu līrikas. :D
dzisma principā ir par meiteni un par to kā viņš slīkst viņas krūtīs un tml.
Kad pirmo reizi dziesmu dzirdēju par seksu tā pat neko nesajēdzu un dziesmā man tikai patika piedziedājuma pirmās divas rindiņas un jāatzīt, ka meldiņš ar lipīgs! :)
Sunday, 27 December 2009
2010.gada apņemšanās (t.b.e.)
- uzlabot atzīmes skolā
- tikt universitātē
- nomest 10kg
- Sarakstīt visus dzejoļus TTT
- turpināt/sākt mācīties kādu svešvalodu valodu
- iemācīties latīņu alfabētu
- iemācīties vismaz 10 jaunas lietas
- neskatīties pulkstenī 10 dienas (ne pēc kārtas)
- 5 reizes noziedot naudu (kaut nedaudz)
- 10 vietās brīvprātīgi kaut ko padarīt
- izlasīt 5 IZCILAS grāmatas
- izdarīt 25 lietas, kas ir labas dabai
- apmeklēt operu/teātri 5 reizes
- aizbraukt vismaz uz 2 valstīm, kur iepriekš neesmu bijusi
- manīt 3 krītošas zvaigznes
- izmēģināt 20 jaunas receptes
- apmeklēt vismaz 1 koncertu
- apmeklēt 5 festivālus
- iegādāties savu datoru vai fočuku
- izdarīt visu, kas šeit rakstīts
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