Honesty

To all the haters and non-believers.
There is no such thing as impossible. That's what winners call giving up. "Quitters never win, winners never quit." You can all tell me otherwise. You can keep calling me crazy, because that's what I am.

But it's hard to always stay strong. It's hard to stay positive when no one has the courage to back me up and believe in me. It's hard that instead of supporting me, helping me you do the exact opposite.

For every gram of strength I gain, there is someone who hatefully takes it away. I need all support possible, but even the people who I expect it from are simply not there for me.
"The worst part about being strong is that no one ever asks if you’re okay."
I'm trying so hard to transfer all that negative energy into more will power.

Despite you all, I still believe in myself, and there is no way you can take that away from me. You can try, and it ill only make me stronger. "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger."

One day this will all be gone and I will remember that I did something that others would never even think of doing. I am, and will be different. I will succeed.

I remain as the girl that said goodbye before saying hello. I will be gone and most of them will not even remember my name or my face. But I'd like to think that they will remember something, a small thing I did or said. Everyone I've met has helped me to form the person I am today, they all have made changes, alterations, if you will. Some for better, some for worse, either way I am here now the way I am. And I'm happy not because I like my life or everything around me. But I'm happy because of the way I can make people feel. It is power, it is a special trait. I know I've made people feel bad, but I've also made people feel good. It is a conscious choice how you treat people. It doesn't just come as an instinct. It is your choice how you make others feel. It is your words and your action that matter. You simply have to pick the right people, you simply have to pick the right people..


So here I am now, ready to yet again say goodbye. I'll put on that smile. I will walk tall. I will make you all believe that I am happy. But it's important that the message is out there I will miss these days, I will miss the people, and the comfort I am in. I am scared for it all, and I know things will be tough. I know I will struggle during the journey and after it. Couple of very hard months are coming right up. But I know that I will be proud of myself. And in the end of the story called life, it will all be worth it. "Nothing worth having comes easy."

I'll prove them all wrong!

Where Are You Going?

Don't blame me; I'm a lost fool. I wonder places looking for something. What am I looking for? An adventure, I suppose. Well, obviously. But the thing is that I feel that I am looking for something else, but I can't put my finger on it. Or is it that I am simply running away from something, I want to get away. I always have been running from the present. No matter where I am, I always want to be elsewhere. Why is that? Don't answer that, it's a rhetorical question. I know what I'm running from. I can hear my own echo following me. Each sentence tells a story. Each sentence represents an eternity of confusion and insane minds. I shall miss the whole point of life, but I do not care.. At least I will have seen more than the average fool. I'm listening to old Eminem songs; I find myself thinking way too much again. I gotta learn from experience, when I over-thin things, nothing good happens.

Go and do, you fool. Just do it.

You don't have to..

You don't have to be fabulous to make things happen; You simply have to be determined.

Just do it

Don't let things get you down. You are brave. You are an individual like no other. We all are born to do things we are best at. Set a goal and aim for it. It doesn't have to be anything impossible, it doesn't have to be beyong our universe (it may, if you wish so). Start by simple daily goals. Set a goal to meet a friend, or to write a letter to your grandmother. Set a goal to clean your room. ETC. Set bigger goals, like finishing university, moving to a different place. Learning a new skill. Getting a new job. Set life goals, grow old and have countless grandchildren. Fly around the world. Write a series of novels.

What ever your goal is, no matter if it's long term, or short term goal, set mini-goals that will help you acheive the final goal. For instance, if your short term goal is to clean your room, then break it up into smaller tasks. Cleaning off old papers, folding up clothes, washing dirty clothes, taking out garbage, dusting shelves, vacuming the floor, ...


BUT no matter how many GOLAS you set, no matter how big they are, the MOST IMPORTANT thing is to GET UP AND DO IT!!! You willl never achieve anything if you don't do anything.

Well, my goal today was to write a blog post, and here it goes. It wasn't that hard, was it? No!


Just do it!