You Know Who You Are

I love you because you are awesome,
..you are awesome because I love you!




If I could build a fortress with my bare hands. If I could build a whole palace, just me all by myself.. Would I?
There are infinite questions, and just as many answers (if not even more). But which answer belongs to witch question? I wonder if it is even possible to build a whole fortress by myself.
Would I have enough strength? Who would sponsor it? Would I have to earn it all, just me? Wouldn't I have to learn about building, construction, architecture and all that jazz?

Or could I just get up, take all I need form where ever it can be found, and start building it where ever I feel like doing so?

When you break every day things into tiny details, into steps, when you elaborate the seemingly simple things, it becomes clear that it is not really as simple as might look.

We're not always allowed to do the things we desire just because we desire them. We are forced to think of the other factors. We are forced to think of consequences. We have to think about the others, what will happen to them, how will a certain action affect others.

And sometimes it isn't so easy to just say/write I don't care.
Surprise, surprise. 
I suppose that there are times when I do care.



I'm too tired to think.
I'm too lazy to be bothered to pre-read this post before posting.
I should, since I wrote it over a course of several hours,
but don't want to.
Bite me! 

Am I Alone?

I feel as if I'm the only one who thinks as I do. I am alone, in my mind, in my thoughts, and in my behaviour and actions, I'm always alone. I'm lucky if I'm able to keep up a conversation for more than ten minutes. Usually my mind drifts off into a totally different direction, and most are never able to follow my train of thoughts.
I can't talk about myself for long, and I can't talk about someone else for long either. People bore me, I find human lives boring, repetitive, blank, empty, predictable, just BLAH! Humans are like a worn out sock - smelly.. and everything but desirable. 

Culture, places, travel, history, future, traditions... etc on the other hand are things that are worth spending words for. Those are things that I like to talk about, and even more so, I love listening about these things. They are rich and mind fulfilling.

For instance, I was talking to some peeps at university, and from our study subjects we fast moved to talking about other peeps in our group. And one sentence was enough, I was lost in the conversation. I mean, who the f*** (excuse my language) cares what the girl with black hair was wearing the other day??? I mean, seriously??? Do people really inspect such things?? I don't mind saying nice things though, you know, if someone looks really nice, as in WOW nice, then it is ok to point it out. But if some other person is wearing something you don't like, there is no need to advertise it to other people. What is even more annoying, the people who have zero own opinion will automatically agree with you (or so they will say). There is another things, people should grow some balls, really, grow a pair, and make up your own opinion.

"We don't need no education."

Today officially was the first time when I was struggling with terminology in one of my classes. We were talking about Emile Durkheim, and we were supposded to read an article. I didn't (no one did, as it turned out (dissapointment?)). So I was trying to read it during the group conversation but the workds weemed too complicated. Can you imagine? This is what it looked like:

Sociology term: Hey let me in!
My brain: Sorry, I don't know you.

Guess I'll have to look into one of those dictionaries that can be found at "any good bookstore".

Noslēpums

Dzeltaniem un sārtiem toņiem pats sevi ir iekrāsojis oktobra mēnesis. Dažbrīd gan sejā dzenās dubļi no peļķēm, bet par spīti visam ir jāmāk sameklēt pozitīvais.
Skolā viss kā līdz šim: pakaļā! xD

Pagājušajā nedēļa es čatoju ar svešinieku. Sanāca kolosāla saruna. Es nedaudz izkratīju sirdi par to cik cilvēce ir amorāla un, viss kas notiek notiek uz sliktu. Svešinieks manis sacīto noliedza. Ieteica, lai izlasu grāmatu Noslēpums. Saulainajā nedēļas nogalē tiku pie grāmatas un cenšos atrast pēc iespējas vairāk laiku, lai grāmata būtu izlasīta.

The Secret by Rhonda Byrne