Kur paliek tās dvēseles, kas apmaldās?

Šķiet, ka pagājusi mūžības laika tiesa kopš pēdējo reizi te kas rakstīts. Kā gan dzīvē tā gadās, ka neilgā laika posmā viss šķiet pavisam savādāk. Kas tā bija par meiteni, kas te gadiem ilgi bārstija savus domu graudus? Kur gan noklīdusi viņas dvēselīte?

Ir vērtības, kas no tiesas nemainās. Tēja, kā vienmēr, patīk vairāk remdena kā verdoša. Ceļošanai parasti nav nepieciešams nekas daudz vairāk par ērtiem apaviem un pasi. Kaķi ir forši. Mūžīgi mācos.
Bet ir dziļš dvēseles miers, tas Violai, Lolai, Lanai (..) nekad nebija. Viņa nesaprata kā ir, kad ir forši pat tad, kad liekas, ka visa pasaule brūk un jūk. Viņa uztraucās par to zemi zem kājām, kas grima, bet ne par debesu loku, kas pēkšņi pavērās, kad uzplauka spārni. Viņai tie spārni laikam vēl nebija. Tie nāk ar gadiem.
Vienmēr ir tāds nemiers prātā un garā, bet es zinu kur atrodas labie emociju viļņi.

You Want to See More

So now I have created a new blog where you will see some things from our trip.

Cycling in South East Asia

This is That

I came across this song on another blog, there's something to it that caught my ear:

Jan Lauwers & Needcompany - Song for Budhanton

Or, as the person in THE blog calls it - 3 flops in a row.

They See Me Rollin'

It's a nightmare. My mind is like a roller-coaster; there are too many thoughts all in one. It's driving me crazy, literally crazy. I lack significant amounts of sleep, I lack rest, moral and physical rest. There seems to be no such thing as rest in my life. I am emotionally unavailable. I am cruel and tired. I am back in a crying mode. For all I care it's because I will be leaving again, leaving for good. And, fuck (excuse my language), but I've said so many goodbyes in my life, it's just absurd. It is so odd to see people now, people at work and other friends, and know that in a few days I will be gone, and I will probably never see them again. It's like a huge part of my everyday life is going to be torn out of me. It will be gone. I can feel tears build up several times throughout the day. I can feel falling due to lack of energy. I can feel that I am working too hard, I am ignoring my senses. I just keep moving even though I should stop for a moment and take a deep breath. I should ignore haters, cut them out of my life. Cut the cord. I should fight for friends that are worth keeping. But I am scared, I am scared that I actually deserve to be hated. I am scared that if I keep the good friends I will be hurt even more. It is just so much easier to become distant, to be cold. I am so tired of being forgotten. I don't want to be just another face in the crowd. I want to be different. I am different.

I will not change, I will keep going until I collapse. But I will rest as soon as I physically get away from here. My mind is still going to wonder about, I will always be thinking about things I did, and choices I made. But I need a new view, a new setting, somewhere where I can think thoughts that count, thoughts that make at least a little sense.

I can't let them bring me down. I am not going down. I feel like giving up, and at some points it is unbearable, but I know that it is crucial to keep going, to keep going for the things I've set for myself in the near future. I deserve to do things for a better future for myself, no one will make me believe otherwise.



P.S. I've created a new blog called Must Keep Going. On the new blog I will, hopefully, be posting things along the way. Here's the link: http://my-cycling-trip.blogspot.co.uk/

1st of May

It's yet another month of 2012. It would really be a pain in the arse if the world would end this year, though I would not be surprised. :D

My mom came to visit for a few days. That was very nice since I don't get to see her all that often. You know, me living in a different country and all. So we spent some time together, I skipped work, called in sick. Feel a bit bad for it, but my flat mate claims that I shouldn't be so worried, two days isn't the end of the world. She probably is right. However, I do not like this idea. People know that I would go to work unless I really was sick, that's probably because I was in work some weeks ago when I had a terrible, beyond terrible cold. But really, in the end of the day, it is none of their business why I wasn't at work. Maybe I have mental problems. LOL

Right not I'm having a five minute brake from writing another short story for my new blog. I like the idea that has grown in my head, but it isn't really coming out as it sounds in my head. That only indicates one thing - PRACTICE. I need to write, yup, just keep writing kiddo. Hehe.

Šodiena, piektdiena.

Vai pamanīji? Es nomainīju fona bildi. Apnika man tā krāsošana. Tā pat visu pasauli dzeltenu nenokrāsos neviens.

Beidzot pienākusi piektdiena. Man besī. Nedēļas nogalēs gribu nedēļas vidu, bet nedēļa vidū gribas nogales. Īsāk sakot negribas neko. Bet to jau es kaut kad teicu, Twīterī laikam.

Eju tēlot muļķi.

Un vispār džeku būšana ir reāls sviests. Man sāk apnikt tā tūļāšanās un tizlie randiņu likumi. Murgs gatavais.

TWO YEARS ON BLOGGER!!

Well hello my dear imaginary friends. Today was a lazy day.

My uni was closed today, and it will be closed tomorrow as well. This is due to the extreme weather conditions. I'm having a great laugh at this. They get a little snow and close down almost everything. Seems so odd after living in Canada. Bad news is that i'm not sure how they expect us to hand in our essays if the university is closed. I sent an e-mail, so i hope to get things clear.


As the title of the post states, today, seventh of December, is my first blog's two year birthday!!! And, yes, i'm like a dragonfly is my first one. So happy birthday to my favourite blog. Today I was trying to remember what the title of it was when I created it, i did remember, it was "Sviesta pika". This blog has been changed around so many times that even I can't remember them all.

I can sure say that I know much, much more about blogging than I used to. In fact, two years ago I wasn't really sure what a Blog is. Hehe.

+one thing to be happy about: my blog!

Life is getting better, for now. (:


Time to sleep now!

NaBloPoMo: November Conclusion

So here goes the last post of November! Can't belive I actually followed through with this. I'm so proud of myself! You might think that's not right to feel this way. But I hadn't been actively psoting on this blog for such a long time. And I'm thankful to NaBloPoMo for strengthening my relationship with this blog! Loads of love between us, just like in the good old days. I'm very, very, very, very happy. I can't stop expressing my joy!

It's snow outside. I dislike the snow more than anything. Not usually but for now. One of our uni's campuses was closed today due to the snow. Too bad it wasn't mine. Haha. But the attendence was so bad though. Very few people came to the lecture, and there were only six of us in the seminar. Was so boring, and no one was up for any discussions. Our teacher got kinda mad and she said that she would understand that our brain was frozen outside because of the weather, but it's warm inside. It was funny, suposably, since we all laughed a little. But, to be honest, i do feel like my brain in frozen. Either that, or it's just shut down, simply refusing to function.

I'm at uni now, so I'll head home and do some work. Meanwhile I'm debating whether or not to blog every day in December as well.

This is What I Wish to Give to You ..

Ever heard of something called nothing?! Well, that is what I am going to give You. Don't be upset, it is nothing personal. Let's face it - I have no idea who You are and I have not even a clue of where You are. So there is no chance of me giving You anything at all. I am very sorry for that.

You see my life has been changing so much that I can't even tell You it all. First I know when I will be leaving Canada. That will be happening very soon. Too soon. But before that comes, there will be goodbye parties, thankfully. Also, I still have to finish my summer school classes. Yeah, I might have never mentioned that before. I am taking summer school to boost up my average, so that I can get into the University.

Now a while ago, I graduated. Yeah, I managed and I survived (as You can see). Many of my friends have left already and it makes me sad to my guts and I feel like crying when ever I think of it. My best friend in Canada left last week, I never realized how good friends we were until the last few times that we met. It is almost insane, unimaginable, but true. I am gonna miss him so much. [See, my eyes are filled with tears now!! :'(] But we had some great times together and I will never forget it all.

The other day I found a letter that I wrote for myself at the beginning of my last school year (to be precise, 8th of September, 2009). I started this tradition on the February of 2007 when I wrote one that had to be read on the December of 2007, but I only read it in 2009 September. The last letter was to be read now, or in June. It described how my life was then and what I think of the thing that were happening. To keep the tradition rolling, I wrote a new letter. That one has to be read no earlier that 2011 August. I wrote some bullshit there, but I might blog about it, when I read it.

I still have so much to do in a very short time period. I have to pack, not only to go to Latvia, but also pack ALL my stuff. I have one suite case that I will have with me when I go now, while all my other things will be travelling only in November. Other than that I still have loads of stuff to do regarding to my education. As I mentioned, I still have to finish summer school. The last day is Monday the 26th of July, so only a week left. Exams are on this Friday. All I can think about is how I can kill myself before Friday (joking, I do not want to kill myself)! As summer school will be done, my next BIG step will be university, but I still have some things to sort out regards to that, send in applications to live in residence, as well as get in the university (since I got a conditional offer from two universities). I am scared that I will not get into my first choice, but I really want to, so let's keep our fingers crossed.

One more thing. Saying goodbye is so hard!! Yeah, I have done that before, but as I get older it gets harder since that bond I create with people is much stronger and way more meaningful. It pains me so badly that sometimes I cry only because of the idea that I will never ever see them again. Oh well.

So goodbye for now, but I promise You will hear form me again some time. I know I have become a lazy blogger lately, but I barely can find any time or inspiration to write anything, so please forgive me.

Oh and by the way, I hope You all are very into my SONG OF THE DAY blog. I have not ditched that one, not yet!

Jau atkal jauns blogs!

Čau tauta. Ko klusē?

Es šodien paveicu noziegumu. Beidz man kost, tas notika netīšām (protams). Šis ir Limited time only blogs. Tas tiks slēgts, noņemts no saraksta, izsvītrots, vai gluži vienkārši pamests jau pēc mēneša. Bet var būt, ka es to pēc tam pārveidošu, lai var izmantot. Ta manīs.

Blogs ir, lai motivētu mani nomest svaru līdz izlaiduma ballei (here we call it Prom). Help me fly away ir bloga nosaukums. Tas ir pliks un nabags, ja neskaita puskailu meiteņu Slide showu bloga apakšā. Te es izmantošu tagu you can, ja kādreiz to atkal pieminēšu.

Saldu dusu mīļumiem.

I LOVE YOUR BLOG!

Hello my dear friends. This post is only for You!
A while ago one of my other blogs won a "I Love Your Blog". I was nominated by Dieter and his wonderful blog is Confessions of a Wannabe Writer. He has a really grate blog and I suggest You check it out NOW. Yes now! Don't worry You can finish reading after. I can wait! (Just click on the title, i linked it)

So, now that You are back and hopefully have subscribed to Dieter's blog, we can go on and talk about the award. Here is what Dieter wrote:

The rules of accepting this award, as explained by Catherine, are as follows:

* Put the logo on your blog or within your post
* Pass the award onto 15 bloggers
* Link the nominees within your post
* Let the nominees know they have received this award by commenting on their blog
* Share the love and link to the person from whom you received this award

Alright, let's do this!

Logo:

Here is the moment we all have been waiting for - the list of 15 nominees, (please remember, it was not easy to pick the top 15; and, Dieter, Your Blog would be there too, but You already got the award!):

• dzirkstis
• Grenādija Novikova dzīve
• GETTIN' OLDER
• Insomnia
• Kepke's "Dzīves gudrības"
• kleksis
• Krabja salāts.
• MAKE MY OWN WAY
• Merelinas iezīmes un piezīmes
• my own grayscale
• no way!
• Time for vanilla
• Tintes pildspalva
• Treacherous Truths
• When words mean nothing..

Alright, now that I have nominated 15 unique blogs I will let them all know about this!

Be kind and look at them, they really are worth Your time. :)

Getting it Back

Trieka smilšu pulkstenim, nav kas glābj, aiztek projām laiks.

Atmodusies es atkal par vēlu. Nē, atmodusies nav pareizais vārds. Neesmu normāli gulējusi nu jau pārāk ilgi. Kļūst jau par zināmu pataloģiju, jo normāli cilvēki taču tā nedarot. Bet pasaki man, vai kāds maz ir normāls? Tas ir gluži kā sacīt, ka esi dzirdējis kā adata nokrita zālē. Protams.

Vakar rakstīju eseju priekš rakstīšanas klases. Izvēlējos skribelēt par to, ka jāizvēlas vietējas preces. Brīdī, kad rakstīju melnrakstu man blakus šķīvītī stāvēja skaisti sagriezts apelsīns ievests no ASV. Tā nu viņš ir.

Tagad es tipa rakstu gala eseju. Aha, kā tad es rakstu!

Bloga jaunais izskats ir tīri apmierinošs. Esmu priecīga. Visai noteikti ir labāks par iepriekšējo, lai gan nebija jau tas tik slikts.

Skolā. Kā man skolā klājas? Vienā teikumā: parasti izdodās neaizmigt. Nopietni. Ķīmijas klase ir nāve. Es zvēru. Kā var neaizmigt? Visu klasi to vien kā daram kā rakstam, man smadzenes automātiski ieiet autopilotā. Un ko dara autopilots, ja benzīna nav? Uzpildās. Es gan ne, es tik turpinu braukt. Jūtu ka tas tā būs līdz es vienkārši sabrukšu, tobiš butriski sabrukšu. Tas noteikti būs iespaidīgs skats! Nē, bet es mācos. Man par pārsteigumu es tiešām cenšos pievērt klasēs uzmanību. Ar mājas darbiem,.. ir tā kā ir, bet nu ir labāk kā pagājušajā semestrī, kad vārdu savienojums 'mājas darbi' pat nēksistēja. Tas ir cits stāsts, tad man nekādi darbi nēksistēja. Biznesā vienīgi grūti, jo man tā skolotāja pilnīgi nagus liek asināt stundu laikā. Es nevaru viņu ciest. Skumji ir tas, ka nav jau viņa slikta skolotāja, bet laba ar nav. Nu bet nemāca viņa labi. Teiksim šodien (nu jau vakar) mēs pavadījam pusi no stundas atzīmējot 15 valstis kartē, un ar to viņa mums vēlējās iemācīt, ka jāzin pasaules ģeogrāfija. Paldies, es to nezināju. Un tad atlikušo stundu mums nācās vienkārši norakstīt pierakstus vai nu no tāfeles, vai no PowerPoint prezentācijas. Viņa allaž tā skrien, ka visi viņai lūdz paiet uz iepriekšējo slaidu. Nu gan sieviete.
Un teātrī. Šogad pirmā nodaļa ir par režiju, sadala grupās pa 3-4 kur ir 2-3 aktieri un viens režisors. Sākumā mēs apguvām kas un kā jādara (bija arī kontroldarbs) un tagad jārāda ko esam iemācījušies. Es tagad esmu režisora lomā un saku, ka ir tieši tas pats, kas bija kad režisēju priekš Backstage to lugu tikai tagad ir jāstrādā ar mazāk cilvēkiem un tikai nedēļas laikā ir jābūt gatavam priekšnesumam.
Labi. Man laikam tomēr tā eseja jānobeidz. Tagad drīz būs četri no rīta. Atkal neizgulēta nakts. Fui!

"Good Morning"

No, of course it is not the morning! Fooled You didn't i? No? Oh well.
As You can see, i did as i said i would, changed the template of this sad little blog. The poll went very sadly and i received only 3 responses. Thank You, if You did vote! Really appreciated it. Aside form the poll, i asked in person to some of my fellow people which they thought was the pretties one. The flower template got the most votes in total, so that is the one i chose.

But if You could even imagine how much trouble i went through to Upload it! At first, when i uploaded it Blogger asked me if i wanted to keep my previous gadgets, to which i obviously clicked to keep them, but then to my surprise i got some things in double. Such as the blog title field, the posting field.. And i was unable to remove the double, it didn't even offer such an option. I was unsure what to do. For one second i actually thought to just choose a different template. But, no, no, no, i am not that kind a girl that gives up easily. And so i copied all the HTML codes of all my gadgets, so that when i try to re-upload the template i would choose not to keep the gadgets. This was a pain in the ass. I totally forgot that i had gadgets not only on the sidebar, so now i don't have pages at the bottom, but i think i might be able to live without them. What do You think? Should i renew them? I don't remember where i found it. I probably forgot some other gadget, but at the moment i can not recall.

I changed some stuff here and there. Not perfect, but i sorta like it.

School was dreadful. I spent up the whole night writing my essay for writers craft and answering questions on yahoo.com answers. I swear, it is addictive.

I had a nice nap once i got home from school. Now i just gotta do my homework.

Oh, not sure You noticed, but i created Badges for my blogs. I feel really proud of that, since i have been willing to do this for a very long time now.

And, news that are on the top of the list (not sure why i'm putting them in as last..). I created a new blog! Yes! I did! It is called Song of the Day. (Well the "title is ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪", but really...not) Any who, the title is self explanatory. Yes? No? Every day i will be posting up a new song. I will try to pick songs that are of a different kind and not very popular. The goal really is to explore world music, to see what is out there. As for here, i will use the tag music dose if i am ever to mention it again.
Go ahead, visit it and listen to the first songs and You are more than welcome to be a follower, then You will get a new song for every day! Cool, don't You think?

3-column templates - help?

Knowing me You would have probably expected this: i want to change the template of my blog, again. This time the trigger was that the new template does not match my title. So i had to (well, have to) change either one. Since the title is like a part of me already i decided that the new template has no chance of winning over. So i decided to find the perfect template. I had done this before, but i was searching with key words, esp. dragonfly, and since now i am an adorer of three-columns i took the advantage and typed that beside the dragonfly. Nothing pretty, extraordinary would show up. So i just searched, websites one by one. But i couldn't find anything that smelled like the best one. Then i came across this website: BTemlpates and fell in love. It has such a choice, a variety of themes, and of course templates for more column lovers. (And it turns out that this template, that i have now, comes from the same template master!) I clicked on the 3 columns in the sidebar and continued my groovy search. As i scrolled down to the bottom of the page i couldn't believe it: 'Page 1 of 50'. I got in the mood that this is where i WILL find my template. For those who plan to jump and run and go and search for a new template of their own, the first pages show newer templates and the last pages contain older ones. All in one, the recent ones where better, but there were some good ones in the last pages too. So, if You are a person who likes to leave the best for the last, then start with the last page.
I was looking for something that would fit blog title, my personality and the kind of posts i put up here. In general i write about my life and that is all, but i do tend to put in some movie reviews, blog related things and other jazz (such as a song now and then). Also, i wanted the new template to be simple, but not too much. I was looking for something new that would be pleasant to look at every day.
As i was searching instantly noticed several that i liked more, they were so adorable that i felt like putting them right up, but then i came across more and more of the ones that seemed like a perfect fit. So i came down to about fifteen. I put on my critical eye and eliminated one by one hoping that i would end up with a single template. I failed. There are six that i can't decide on. I like them all and every one of them has something about it that just didn't let me to cancel it out.

And this is where You, my dears, come in! I NEED YOUR HELP to choose which template to pick. You see that nice purple box on the sidebar? Yes, that one! Please take a second to view the templates and then choose the best one (..or two, if You are as indecisive as i am). I will leave the poll up there for a few days, maybe a week (that depends on how many votes i receive), so don't be shy and let me know what You think.

Here is the list of the six templates, if You fall in love, like i did, i added a link where You can download them, so You can put it in Your Blog!
1.Flower Blog
Download flower blog template
2.Worn Wall
Download worn wall template
3.Cumulus  
Download cumulus template
4.Simple Pleasure
Download simple pleasure template
5.Dusky
Download dusky template
6.Tired Girl
Download tired girl template

Thank You for voting and reading! Kisses!

Cīsiņi gone crazy

First Things First,
Nosaukums tāds, jo tikai tagad ēdu brokastis (ir 12:30). Un šodien brokastis mani godā ar cīsiņiem. SEŠIEM cīsiņiem! Jup.

Domāju šo rakstu saukt What do you want me to do, bet es pārdomāju, jo cīsiņi tomēr ir pozitīvāka lieta. SMILE! Nu jā, cenšos, tiešām cenšos būt nedaudz, nedaudz pozitīvāka. Reti sanāk.
Tāda ideja bija, jo vakar ieraudzīju, ka vienam no maniem sviestiem TTT blogā kāds bija ielicis komentāru (kliko, ja gribi). Rindiņu nosaukums ir Paslēpt un tās ir par to, ka ne viss, kas tiek veiksmīgi paslēpts tiek saārstēts. Un tā ir! Cilvēki bieži (es arī) slēpj kā jūtās un līdz ar to cilvēkiem šķiet, ka viss ok, lai gan patiesībā nav. Nu re, es saņēmu komentāru: "Vai Tu esi domājusi, kas vai kurš var palīdzēt saārstēt tos salauzumus?" I wounder.. Atbildēju ar ko sviestainu, jo nebija jau teikts, ka es esmu tā kurai būtu jādomā kas var palīdzēt. Tieku galā just fine. Tāpēc taču rakstu! ;)


OOO forši. Tikko nomainīju sava bloga favicon, tāds prieks, ka atradu kā tas izdarāms.
(Tā ir tā mazā spārīte, kas parādēs blakus bloga nosaukumam.)
Arī TTT tika pagodināts ar jaunu faviconu.
Tiem, kas ar grib savu blogu padarīt kolosālu, foršu, vienreizēju. Fīču atradu te!

all in one moment

This week is an absolute nightmare. Had summative presentations in all three of my classes, where two i had to present out of class time due to certain problems. I didn't sleep last night. I am not sure why. Well i do know why. Actually it was due to several reasons. First i did my application for university. Call me stupid, call me an idiot, I allow you, since that is what i am doing. I applied to one university. Yeah, just one. And the lucky one is Glasgow Caledonian University in Scotland. I cchose to apply for psychology (c800). It took me about five days to finish the personal statement that i wrote for them. First i gave it to a few of my friends to read it. Then i made an appointment to ask a professional help from my ex teacher. She striped it right naked. I said that she raped it all the way through with reaching ...hmm.. quite good, i suppose, climax. Yes, i just said that. She gave me some good advice. I rewrote it instead of editing the original one. That is how much it had to be changed. By the time the statement was done i was satisfied with the work done.
Today after school, when i finished my Biology summative, i felt a weird satisfaction. That is because now i can actually see what are the work that i still need to catch up with. Before when ever i thought about school i would go mad, crazy, insane, confused.... I would not be able to find an end to all the things. That caused stress ... and blah, blah, blah..

I haven't slept for approximately the past 36 hours. My head is about to explode (if it hasn't by now) and i still need to do homework for tomorrow. My body is in a state where my memory is just incapable of remembering anything.

Yesterday i also added a few stuff to my blog. The visible one is that i changed the template, again, and added the background. And, i have to admit, it was hard and not easy, took a lot of time to find, but i added page navigation at the bottom of the blog. Yeah, yeah, i know it is not really needed, but, hey, i like it!

I have a lot of stuff to do.. for tomorrow, friday, satudray AND sunday!! So, just in case if i go insane, ill let you know one more time that it is the end of the semester, TOO much to do. Next week is my first exam. Can't wait for February!!!!

PS. I really want to add a cool pic for the title. I was going to make a collection of google Jean Fabrics, but yet again, i am not sure if then it will not be too Jeany! ha ha.. Any other suggestions?

Oh Cheese, i need more structure in my posts!

PS. Don't forget to avoid Coca cola, Pepsi and Nestle.

Balts

Turpinu ausīties Rosso Relativo. No rīta pamodos raizēs par to kur nozudis mans telefons. Nogāju līdz datoram un atminējos, ka biju aizmigusi kamēr dators kārās un uzlīdu augšā pus guļā. Bija palikušas vaļā visas lapas, kur meklēju kādu ļoti interesantu, mazu, skaistu, elegantu twitter "follow me" piespraudīti blogam. Un re šodien atradu. (Tas foršais pelēkais putniņš kreisajā pusē!) Tad domāju, nē, man nepatīk kā te viss ir un nomainīju Bloga izskatu un izdzēsu arā loti daudz ko. (world news, subscribe, tags, puķe, google search my blog, badge from prankesters, 2010. gada apnemšanas (tās es ieliku vienā rakstā), gan jau vēl kaut ko, bet nu es vairs neatceros..)
Man visu to šturnu te jau sen bij par daudz, bet es tik metu klāt un klāt. Palika (kā jau variet redzēt) laiks, dienas citāts, vēsture, profils, jaunais twitter, apakšā arī noslēpts skaitītajs, un, protams, mani mīļie sekotāji, ka nu bez tiem. Tos vajadzētu pie goda sienas, bet nav man tādas. (Hmm... or maybe hi hi)

Krītu panikā, jo neesmu izpildījusi nevienu mājas darbu skolai. Pirmdiena būs kā nāve! Par to es arī sevi ienīstu. Nopietni. Es vispār jūdzos.

Paldies par uzmanību.

Šodienas dziesma tā pati, kas vakar tikai šoreiz spāņu valodā.
Tiziano Ferro - Rojo Relativo

Elektriski..(?)

Es nezinu kā to visu sauc. Par marasmu vai neprātu vai gluži vienkārši par mākslīgu elekrtisku enerģiju, kas negribīgi dzen uz priekšu, bet tā, kā nekur netiek; vismaz uz priekšu ne. Paslēpties ir pavisam vienkārši, bet izlīst ārā, kad spēle jau galā gan nav tik viegli.
Pirmdien uzmeistaroju pirmo kūku savā dzīvē. Nē, nu kaut kādas jau es biju cepusi, bet šī ir kārtainā. Mammai bija dzimšanas diena.
Vēl nav izdevies to nogaršot.

Pavisam nelaicīgi nāk sasmērētais sviest, kas visu tikai vairāk un vairāk sanes dēli.

Esmu atsākusi runāt ar Plakni, pagaidām gan tikai Facebooka līmenī, bet tomēr, es domāju, ka tas skaitās. Pavisam drīz (cerams) arī skaips leks no biksēm ārā ar dīvainām sejiņām un absolūti tukšām sarunām.

Zābaks tik pat sarkans. Pirms neilga laika zem milzīgā uzraksta parādījās "I would cry if my tears weren't frozen". Nē, tas laikam nu jau ilgāk ne neilgi.

TTT (for those who don't remember TTT = Tavas Tintes Traips) pēdēja laikā nav bijis dāsni apdāvināts, bet kam gan ir laika? Nekam!

Neprātīgā ātrumā tuvojās Ziemassvētki. Es neesmu gatava. Man labāk patīk iesaiņot dāvanas nekā tās gādāt. Smieklīgi bija tas, ka vienai dāvanai (draudzenei bija dzimšanas diena) man bija uzmeistarots gaumīgs auduma maisiņš, kur dāvanu ielikt PIRMS man vispār bija pati dāvana. Dāvanas vispār ir jēla lieta, bet man tik un tā patīk, gans saņemt, gan dot. Tas rada prieku. Kā jau pie svētkiem arī šajā kaktā katru svētdienu paštaisītā adventes vainagā iedegās liesmiņas. Un pavisam nesen tika ceptas arī šīs sezonas pirmās piparkūkas. Pie durvīm ir piekārts skuju vainags. Atliek vien savārīt zirņus un visus pārējos gardumus, iegādāt egli, sapirkt + sasaiņot dāvanas, nopirkt mandarīnus (manu prāt izcila Ziemassvētku sastāvdaļa), brīnumsvecītes utt un Svētki jau būs pie durvīm pieklauvējuši.
Dzirdēju, ka LV šogad zemu grādi nokrituši. Tas labi, man prieks. Citādi jau kāre aizsūtīt sniegu. Šeit tas ir daudz, ļoti daudz.
Autobusu izmantošana ir atkal dzimusi un ritenis drūmi tup garāžā. Nu neko. Auksts.

Now MTP (Major Term Paper)

"tavas tintes traips"

TAVAS TINTES TRAIPS
(jeb ttt)

Šis ir mans otrais blogs. Iepriekš to sauca "empty for now".
Bet tagad tajā nu jau ir sarakstīti daži dzejoļi. Šeit ar laiku salikšu visus savus dzeļojus. Salasīšu no malu malām un tad visi būs vienu viet. Tas protams nebūs tik ātri. Pirmkārt laika taču nav, otrkārt, man ir diezgan daudz dzejoļi, kas ir rakstīti ar roku.
Blogs ir angļu/latviešu valodā. Tas tāpec, ka nevaru izlemt kādā, tāpēc nolēmu, ka būs abas. Labi jau tas nav, bet man tā gribās un viss. Noņēmu datuma opciju, jo rakstīšu pamazām. Un datumu rakstīšu pati, kā jau to esmu darījusi līdz šim. Un blakus "RIVER OF TAGS" varēs aplūkot gadus, mēnešus un datumus, kā arī citas etiķetes.
Ceru, ka drīz, jo drīz varēšu jau jums lielīties, ka blogā ir salikti visi dzejoļi no malu malām.
Bloga adrese arī ir ļoti vienkārša:
dzejo.blogspot.com

ps. Jauno blogu dēvēšu par ttt

for you my dear readers!

Tā, kā es zinu, ka jūs visi esat aizrautīgi lasītāji, tad es izgudroju jaunu fīču savam blogam;
tagad zem rakstiem, kas pieejami vienā lapaspusē allaž nopublicēšu pēdējo rakstisko darbu. Kad ko tādu izdarīšu, tad kādā vnk jaunā ziņā pāris vārdos arī izstāstīšu, kas tas ir!

Pirmā:
My two cents,
pagājušajā naktī rakstīts darbs priekš World Issues klases. Uzdevums bija tāds, ka jāapraksta trīs līdz četras galvenās lielās problēmas un jāteic sava nostāja, vai ir iespēja, ka šīs problēmas jebkad atrisināsies. Protams, pasacītais jāpamato ar piemēriem iz dzīves un ziņām.
(Jāatzīst, ka šis darbs netika ne pārlasīts, ne pārlabots, tā kā nebrīnāties, ka ceļā ir kļūdas)

Lai labi lasās!

P.S. šī pasākuma etiķete būs raksts

Dziesma: Piu' bella cosa - Eros Ramazzotti

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