Ideally

In an ideal word, this is what is going to happen:
I will write my essay tonight.
Then I will do the things I have to do at work.
Then I'll perfect my essay.

In the morning I will get home, do some exercise.
Have some rest.
Go to the concert with my mom.

That's all in an ideal world.
I could challenge myself to actually follow through with it.
I could promise myself that I'll do what needs to be done.

Or I could just leave everything last minute.
Have no sleep.
Live with stress.
And skip exercise.

Well.
I don't know how things will play out.
But I do have a bad feeling about this. 

P.S.

Some good things are coming up,

this month and next month.

So, yeah, I'm happy. 

Fox

WHAT DOES THE FOX SAY?

Online

Is it fair on me that I am waiting for you to be online? Is it fair on anyone?
Sometimes I wonder how things would be if the past would not have been so complicated, so god damned doomed. No need for questions. I am the fool to even think if how things would be today.
..So I better play the safe mode. As much as I wish to talk to you about nonsense, I think it is smarter to just stay offline.

Now Playing: Brainstorm - Online

My Mind's All Over the Place

You know how people need their alone time every now and then. Well it seems that ever since uni's over, and my boyfriend has left, i get too much ''alone time''. I'm not complaining, i don't mind it at all.. I still see and meet people, just not as often. And this causes me to over-think everything... Every random thing that comes to my mind is chewed up three billion times. Spit out. And then chewed all over again, just from a different angle. My head's gone loco. Haha.

Time to sleep now. Work tomorrow...and maybe some partying, it's Friday after all. ;))

Oh, and i have to figure out what's up with buying/not buying that typewriter. ;D

Buenas noches.
God natt.
Ar labu nakti.
Good night.

Pirmdiena.

Šodien pirmdiena. Esmu ieslīkusi šokolādes atkarības posmā. Tā man liek justies labi, man piekāst par kalorijām un tamlīdzīgiem brīnumiem. Tā gan nav. Bet nu neko nevaru padarīt, galvā spārdas viena nelāga doma un velk mani uz leju, tad lūk ir šokolāde kas palīdz. Jo redz tai iekšās ir visādas ķīmiskās vielas, kas liek cilvēkbērnam justies labi. Apčakarē smadzenes īsāk sakot. Katrā ziņā, šokolāde ir labāka par cigaretēm un alkoholu. Tā kā pagaidām viss štokos. :) ...un vispār, ja jāsaka būtu atklāti, tad man jau sāk apnikt, jo nav jau tā vietējā šokolāde nemaz tik laba. Laimas noteikti gardāka, bet ar beļģu lielisko šokolādi nemaz salīdzināt nevar.

Drīz ciemos būs mans draugs, jeb boyfriends. Šovakar plānojam skatīties kādu DVD.

Āāā, un rīt atkal agri jāceļas.

Starpcitu, vakar atkal spēlēju pokeri. Negāja labi, bet slikti ar nebija. ;)

Skrienu uz dušu.
Atā pagaidām.

Daudz raibu pleķu.

Daudz kas is mainījies pēdējo dienu laikā. Pat nezinu kur sākt.

Nu ja, tagad vairs nedzīvoju kojās bet gan Glāzgovā. Apmēram stundu ko iet līdz pilsētas centram. Tātad, ne tālu. Glāzgovā ir daudz foršāk kā Peizlī. Bet šeit esmu īslaicīgi, jo drīzi braukšu mājās. Tad atpakaļ būšu vien septembrī, vai varbūt augustā. Tā mānīs kā viss iegrozīsies.

Bez visas tās jezgas vēl vēstis tādas, ka vakar uzrakstīju savu pirmo un pēdējo eksāmenu. Līdz ar to pirmais mācību gads universitātē ir noslēdzies.

Ir vēl jaunas ziņas bet par tām izstāstīšu kādu citu dien.

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